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[25 Dec 2005|11:38am] |
so heres a quick update, everyones home for the break and next sat is new years eve can we say party it up lol hey shit happens lets just hope everyones in good health and is happy
<3 jen
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[13 Nov 2005|04:15pm] |
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[15 Oct 2005|08:52pm] |
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if i had a diary id write how u really made me feel last night but i dont have one so i guess this is going to have to do i should have been ready for the beautiful let down which i was told would come weather you read this or not just know what your reaction will be but dont think you can call me screaming i swear ill hang up this time i really did like you and i didnt think i ever would be getting to know you that night made me like you i guess its a different thing when a girl likes a guys i mean reallyl ikes a guy you cold say i wanted to believe that someone was out there for me even thou i clearly knew it wasnt you doe that make any sense? i guess its that whole hopping for the best kinda deal but you kno only the worst will come out of it but when is the best really ever the best for you maybe this means nothing but all i have to say is that you ment something to me and now you dont beaucse no amounts of sorrys can take back how you made me feel over the phone the way i see it the only think u had to say was ill call u when i get home i mean its not like you havent before whats so different now was it getting to real for u your not worth that feeling of the wolrd crashing down that feeling fucking blows and i think it hurt more know ing that i trusted u but you kno what blame it all on me ill be you escape out of a good thing "im done with this converation" sorry that i fucked ur night up
-i guess that i have to hold my breath till my face turns blue for you to call me, give you two or three days to call me back the humor in guys. even complete assholes call me right back right away and say that they are busy not like they are dropping everything but thats just the right thing to do
maybe im jsut venting
but ur not worth it
sorry to have not written on livejournal and now its like out of nowhere and i write this
-jen
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[26 Aug 2005|10:34am] |
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i move this monday!!! and im moving clothes and all aother bullshit this weekend!! fun fun fun lol
<3 leave love
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[24 May 2005|09:28pm] |
i cant work myspace cuz im fucking retarted
good mood still here
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[23 May 2005|10:07pm] |
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Sure life can be a bit chaotic [spell check] some times but honestly
im in a really good place right now,
and i dont think i could be happier without my biff-nuts
i'm happy that i tried a new thing and its working
but i do miss the old things alot the old things were fun
and all the old memories and things never die in my mind or heart.
i told newget the other day that the hardest lesson in life is to move on
from a lost friend; friendships are never lost they are only put on hold beacuse
someone or something prevents it from growing
i mean my opion could be totaly fucked but hey at least i have one : )
I'm in a good place and i hope eveyone else it too
17 days left till high school is over...
I hope i dont cry but im already catching myself starting to
beacuse as much as i hate high school its the little things that im really going to miss
Like thinking about all the little things that happened since 9th grade till now its crazy heres a list cuz i love lists
1. science in 9th grade with karla kristen makeing new friends for the 1st time all over
2. sitting in kristen's room be4 i met most of the girls and jess saying to be quite in spanish when she wanted someone to sit down
3. hatting missy the 1st time i met her but loving her now beacuse we are so much alike
4. corrissa
5. becoming friends with caity
6. joan saying shes sorry all the time
7. everyone thinking i was werid but loving me for it
8. having a good set of girl friends that liked me for who i was
9. starting to become friends with missy
10. welcome to the doll house
11. becoming best friends with matt r
12. then me and him stopped talking and were starting to again
13. that huge fight i had with karla
14. her birthday parties
15. missy complainning about her 17 birthday and how it sucked major ass
16. missy 16th birthday slash corrissa's going away party
17. ciara's eyeliner
18. carmen
19. me and karla making up
20. caity talking in accents with me
21. me trying to get missy to go to puerto rico with me cuz she need time to get away
22. working at floral and not talking to those girls
23. things changing after floral
24. missy and me running threw the city holding hands and laughing and having her be embarssed but still stand there while i danced around her in the subway
25. i really am gna miss this...
26. caity rapping her head in tinfoil matt sikes dressing up like zoro and greg dressing up like a werido with a big hat and sunglasses and my duck slippers and us going to the mall
27. going to baldwine with karla
28. starbucks
29. all the inside jokes with erin :my sized barbie, the finger, RB UK, paying the pizza guy 15 buckins in nickles
30. the 5 min pass with caity and ridding the elvator
31. blasting taking back sunday with tara in her car and hearing her complain about her IPOD sucking cock
32. tara, greg and me out playing the work DYKE
33. making the list of why i hated my friends but it wasnt why i hated them it was why i loved them
34. staying out of drama in my last year
35. ZEN karla ZEN
36. jellybean
37. making new friends
38. realizing ppl know me really well
39. being in shock and about high school being over and calling missy and her being like i think its gna hit me really bad when im getting my paper thing
40. The memories go on
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[16 May 2005|06:49pm] |
IM SO FUCKING HAPPY
AND I HAVE BEEN FOR A WHILE
MY PARENTS JUST BOUGHT A NEW HOUSE
SO IM MOVING IN LIKE 2 MONTHS IM SO HAPPY
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| last night |
[01 May 2005|01:56pm] |
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Funny things that happend last night
1. having so much fun
2. Karla "que"
3. "that's hot"
4. "can u move the phone away from ur mouth"
5. "got milk" and then me saying "meow meow"
6. flip cups
7. hearing that holler back son 28 times in a row
8. jummping on the bed
9. scaring the shit out of karla with the glow in the dark wolf mask on
10. nicky asking if she should growl
11. me and nicky saying that we could be video hoes
12. jess and me staying up till 7
12. playying jenga and pick up sticks
13. "jess go jump on the trampoline"
14. jess hitting karla in the face with a rubber glove on
15. playing bartender
16. seeing jellybean
17. karla being excited
18. jess in the bathroom
19. talking to karla's mom at one in the morring
20. dancing with jess and nicky
21. taking all those pics with nicky
22. me:"it's called butt floss" nicky: "what the f is butt floss"
23. jess and nicky dancing with the chair
24. red bull
25. the debate if me and jess should take chris' covers
26. ice cubes
27. me and nicky put everything in the frig
28. toby the fucking dog
theres soo many pictures im sorry but they are all so funny
( QUE? )
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[25 Apr 2005|02:53pm] |
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so last night was a little crazy
but after the crazyness
me and missy went bowling and had alot of fun
i think things are gna be okay
i guess that's all i have to say about that
Sorry i havent updated in like foreverdotcom ive just been doing little things here and there. I finally got my prom date and its a really close friend named sean he's such a great person and im happy i actually got the balls to ask him to come with me beacuse i kno prom is gna be awesome. so yeah i love my dress again lol i dont want to get rid of it anymore i love it lol <3
comment ya'll
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[10 Apr 2005|02:33pm] |
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I had soo much flippin fun last night at eddies my knee is all cut up from falling down and i won every freaking game last night!! words cant explain how much fun i had so just enjoy these pics from yesterday when i went to michels with joan tara matt and missy and eddies party
( iFELLOUTAWiNDOW )
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i almost died today in the car as tara dropped me off at home can we say i dont want to talk about it first its almost hitting a cop car now this damn tara whats up with ur driving lol i still love u and will bring u apple pies what up!!
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[25 Mar 2005|12:22pm] |
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for the past couple of weeks ive really been doing nothing but ive been doing stuff too i haven updated with pics either so yeah its been gregs birthday work and a trip to the circus so yeah and feeling a little left out but hey you cant have everything in life
All i want is a little thank you for being me... is that too hard to ask for
( is anybody here i know )
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[13 Mar 2005|09:19pm] |
I HATE MY PROM DRESS
i dont really hate it i just saw one that i like more so now im debating if i should sell my prom dress and get a new one
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[21 Feb 2005|09:09pm] |
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sorry i had to post this short story by chuck palahniuk its so Gross isnt the right word but its the 1st word that comes to mind
( guts )
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[13 Feb 2005|09:40am] |
beacuse i have to do something make some noise shout scream cry swear howl i laugh there all just different ways to vent.....
( Party weekend )
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[30 Jan 2005|04:55pm] |
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